absolutely new

Suprise people.this is the first post of thie year.
it'll be different from the past years one
First,i would like to talk about my form4 school life.its totally no fun at all.i thought i can relax for not studying too hard this year but the fact is i can't.
What can i do?Science is divided in three subjects and guess what i'm taking them-pure science.
i really miss the moment when i'm in form 3,although i have to sit for PMR but its not that tough as now.
Just had my first monthly tests.Prepared to be fail.Worst than i ever thought of.


It's holidays now,i'll be enjoying my holidays at home and will not touch the book at all.Enjoy you holidays humans

Back,after a long time of hiatus

Hey,everyone.I'm back from my busy schedule ever in my life (PMR) .Yes,i really did a lot of things throughout these few months and now is almost the end of the year 2011.

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  OMG,i cant believe that actually i went for BEAST fan meeting first time in Malaysia.An unforgettable moment in 2011



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  Study hard for PMR examination this year.Hopefully i can get good results that paid off all of my efforts.
  

Everything goes perfectly

In a twinkling of an eye it's the fourth day of holidays.I need to brush up my studies.I believe that if i show application in my studies,one day i will succeed.Ohhh,currently I am addicted to K-pop.Their songs are really nice to hear although i don't understand the meaning.B2ST/BEAST i love them , especially KIKWANG,Yo Seob,Doo joon and Jun Hyung.They are the best.

B2ST

Kikwang-hot guy

Yo seob,kikwang and doo joon

History

I'm sure that everyone had watched the badminton match yesterday at Birmingham ,England.Well,I did watched yesterday,It's shocked me when Datuk Lee Chong Wei successfully defeated his enemy, Lin Dan of China 21-17,21-17.For the first time Malaysia's Lee Chong Wei truly felt on top of the word.But more importantly,Lee Chong Wei has showed that his ability to Lin Dan.I think Chong Wei brush up a lot.

Pray

I close my eyes and i can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

We should be grateful and thankful that there is no major natural disaster in Malaysia.An earthquake hit Japan causing damage with blackouts,fire and tsunami.This is the most powerful earthquake ever recorded in Japan.Shouldn't we be grateful?If your family or friends are live and travel at there,pray for them.Not just them but the peoples in Japan.Hundreds of people were killed. The only help we can give them is pray.

I'm back

This year I'll will update my bloggie less , as you people know that I'm facing a seriously huge exam and this will be superb challenging to me.I really need to study real hard and i also need tuition.My studies really suck a lot.The results for intervensi 1 really did shocked me , i can't believe what i have done.But anyway I'll will be attending a seminar on 27 of march which i think it helps me a lot.1 week of holiday i hope that i can use the time accurately without doing useless of nonsense things which is wasting my time.Every moment is a day.

Didn't expect that

After Chinese new year holidays it's time for back to school and study.Next week we'll have our intervensi examinations for 3 weeks.What the craps, i didn't go school on Monday and as well as today.I didn't even study for a single subject and i expect it to fail.Although i want to get A so badly.Ooh ya,Happy birthday to everyone,according to Chinese customs,the 7th day of CNY is celebrated as REN RI or "Every Man's Birthday".

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. This is one of the saddest moment i ever had.You gave me nothing, and you took it with you when you left .

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So here's the thing, I really have a hard time expressing my feelings and thoughts to people, especially to people I know more. I know it sounds weird, but I can express myself better with people I just met. I need to scream,I need to cry.My pain is buried deep inside,it can't come out,it forced to hide.No matter how hard i try to shout,my throat is tight,it won't come out.I wonder why?Did you ever feel so,I hope you never.I deserve a happy life like others do.

Will u?

Will one people become more prettier when they grows older??I believe that it will happen and I hope that it will happen on me.Let the world know you as you are,not as you think you should be.

Sometime it's just one of those days where i just want to dissapear ,to get away from everything ,because i hate my life here.Dying seems less sad than having lived too little.I think I'd do better on my own,no friends,no fights,just me alone.

Share some pictures of last outing at genting.

Public holiday!!

Woohoo,finally it's public holiday.So that i got free time to online and relax a while.After that need to face back to reality and study hard.Saturday there's gonna be a replacement for Chinese new year.Shoot!! I haven get ready for Chinese new year,new clothes,new shoes,new bags and what else?Ooh ya,maybe new life for me.Who knows?God.This year I'm only gonna concentrate on my studies.I need a tuition now,my English,BM,mathematics,geography,history,kh and SCIENCE.All subjects sucks.

Stress out!

Stress go away!!It's only the first week of school in 2011 and everyone in class was busy studying with their books.Come on,don't so stress people.If not one day you gonna be crazy ,just kidding.I have full assurance that if you apply your mind to your studies,you will succeed.Relax.Take it easy.But actually i also can't stop thinking of that PMR examinations.Sometimes when I'm stress i will listen to some music.I do found solace in music.I try to make myself satisfy easily with the score.It's just keep sprang to my mind.I told myself to take it easily but i just can't because i want to get straight A.Anyway good luck to all the PMR candidates ,as well as me.

Happy New Year

WOW.2010 had over and welcome our 2011.Went red box at Sunway then countdown at there too.I can't see fireworks but i saw reflection of it.Not i imagined that nice.Streams of people were playing with the spray but not me because i brought along my little sister and cousin.It's quite fun if i can join them.End of the year i would absolutely be at there again.Then, i saw crowds of people were clubbing at cocoa banana.I want to go too.My cousin said that she will bring us there end of this year..Haha.Can't wait for it.But i think i can't go into it because I'm underage.Hope that i can go.Just be more mature ^^.

I miss you guys.When shall you all be at liberty??I can't wait for our next outing.But of course after our PMR examinations.Miss my besties.

The bitterest tears

A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.Staying with someone you really love even if you know its better letting go is like standing under the rain…It felt so good but you know its not right .GUYS!!You are the one who always like to hurt girls feelings.How can you atone for hurting their feelings??



School gonna reopen soon,Ha ha.I know I mentioned it a lot of times but i just can't wait for it.Although, i know that times flies but when you look at the clock every minute u will find that times goes really slow.Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.”

Pimples finally shown up

OMG!!Pimples finally now pop up on my face.I'm trying to cure that annoying pimple.No matter what i used to it,it would not gone.But,currently I'm using OXY.My pimples finally getting

smaller.Ha ha.These pimples seem to have the annoying ability to spawn wherever and whenever you don't want them.Having a pimple up your nose can be annoying and painful.How??In few more days,school will reopen but if my pimple is not cure.I rather not go to school.

I'm ready for it

Times go so fast,people go in and out of your life.You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you.It's already the end of school holidays.It seems so fast time has passed.Once,we had this situation again,we are in new year,which means we are getting older again.Well,time to start a new year a few more days.I have full assurance that i would be very busy next year-facing PMR.I greatly appreciate all the people who had help me out there.I'm much beholden for you,friends.

Erm,I'm ready for the school reopening soon.I miss my friends.Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

Forever 2010

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it’s the middle that counts the most.Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad.We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

2010 has ended
Let's say 'goodbye' to 2010
The world won't have another 2010,never ever.
Suddenly got a feeling
Wondering what have i did in this year
Haha,seem like bad thing i did more than good.

♥Happiest
Met my besties and bought a dell laptop
One word,fantastic.

♥Something most fun
The last day of school-2 Bestari.Everyone was busy playing with the cakes and water.Then,what will i do?Of course,cam whore.

♥The most annoying thing
Erm.i think no.

Whether it's happy or sad they are our life in our memory point.Happy is in your heart that kept in the heart of mind as memories.Sadness flies away on the wing of time.Sometimes memories are better forgotten. Sometimes they’re not, but over time you seem to lose them.
But sometimes, even though some memories are too hard to even bear, you want to hold on to the BAD and the GOOD memories because in the end, you realize there was a reason for all that misery, that it resulted in happiness

Going to an end

This glorious year 2010 is going to end.So,what have i done in this year.For me it's a memorable year for me.I met lot of friends and they now are my besties.I know that this friendship can longlasting forever.Hope that it will.Abuntant of things i have did.Although this year didn't really brought me any happiness but who know that next year i will get more than i expected.

Hohoho!!Merry Christmas

Genting Highlands again.Went there in the morning about 5 o'clock.Then walked till so tired because 12 o'clock only countdown so we need to wait till 12.Streams of people were there,as you know that whenever there is any celebration or event I'm sure that you will be stuck at there.HUH!It's so fun countdown will all the teenagers there.Anyway,i didn't get my christmas present ,so sad.However,Merry Christmas to all my beloved friends.

Woohoo!!!

Had a outing yesterday at somewhere around KL.I don't know what should i write now because I'm quite annoyed this few days.OK,skip the topic to today.Went to grandma's house and the at night went to pasar malam.It's raining went that time we been there but i don't care.Hehe

Santa is coming

HAHA..Merry Christmas is coming soon it just around the corner.And I can't wait for it because I'm sure that this celebration will be a can't forget memorable day for me.Every year i also extremely excited about what's going to happen on Christmas.After this Christmas celebration I'm gonna study real hard for next year examinations as you know that i gonna face a extremely,supremely and greatly big examinations which is PMR.OK,so i need to appreciate every precious moments.So i wish everyone out there a sweet merry Christmas and has a glorious time.

Great straits

Everyone,I'm back to blog.Sorry for long time no updating my blog and now i won't let my blog be dead.Now I'm seriously in great straits.And i know this trouble no one can help me with it. I can't abide it anymore,no longer.I bet that if you are in troubles you will figure out the best way to solve it,right?As you know that word cannot always give the measure of one's feeling so i am.But anyway i believe that time can solve everything that we can't do it.Time runs on.

The day is coming

4 more days,it's gonna be a seriously dead day for me.As you friends know that first of December we gonna get our results and on that day we'll know our positions.And,i am so scare that i would get last in the class.This class is abounds with lots of genius kids.But,i had already tried my best for that exam.So,what can i do?

Make the right decisions

We talk like we know what's going on, but we don't. We don't know anything. We're really young and we're gonna screw up a lot. We're gonna keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness. I couldn't do that, or at least I did it too late. Don't make my mistake. Don't let yourself be so angry you stop loving. Because one day you'll wake up from the anger, and the person you love will be gone.It's so sad to be with someone you thought you loved, only to realize later that your heart belongs and will always long for the person you left behind.

You can make the changes

Listen to my story and you can make a changes of your life now.One day,there was a girl who like a guy called Aaron.This girl really love him but she just found out that the other guy had a crush on her.But she just love Aaron and that girl cruelly ignore that guy who love her every time he said hi to her.Until,one day she finally give up on Aaron and she just realize that she also had a crush on the guy who love her, but it's too late for her because that guy already shift school the next day.So make a step of your life now and you can see changes.Don't regret it when it;s too late.Don't put off your happy life

Forget the past

I had deleted the older posts.Because I think that i just want to start it all over again and has a new life.Skip that now,as you can see i had changed the background again :).Nothing much to post so erm..be right back.Bye

The Hate Letter

Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)

I'm so bored at home.So,i goggle this romantic story which is funny

Holiday season starts early

Before i begin posting the promised 'tittle'.This holidays I've wanted to share but for one reason or another never had the opportunity.

21/11/2010

The first place i went for holidays was Genting,for me it's kinda boring holiday at there because i went with my family but if i go there with my friends i think it would not be that boring.Shopped the whole day and end up with nothing.Just kept eating and on .But at least i did went out for a day if not i would be bored till dead.

22/11/2010

OK,the next destination was Malacca which is Audrey hometown.Hehe.Actually i wanted to go Port Dickson but my parents don't want to go.So,the final answer is Malacca , a place full of histories.Every time i went there it will remind me of some histories.Then, at the night came back to KL and had a supper there.